Breaking Point

{Wishing I was here, not having the day I had today}

I have been preparing for this day for the past few months, the day where I hit my breaking point.

School 4 days a week, waking up before 7 am daily, and practice for 3 and a half hours 6 days a week is taking a toll on me mentally. With only two weeks until States, I knew it was bound to hit this breaking point soon, and I did today....

I left the house 10 minutes late,
made a silly mistake on my Chemistry test,
got a horrible grade on my lab ( still very bitter about this whole, teaching assistant situation),
had to read an entire book for my children's literature class (my eyes are on fire!),
and had a horrible practice!
{rough, right?!}

But after a sub sandwich and a big bowl of chocolate caramel ice cream, I felt fine. And even though I can't change what happened today, I was able to find little things to cheer me up. My practice schedule changed so I can actually sleep in on a Saturday morning for once (yay!) and I was able to finish all of my homework before midnight {double yay! sleep!}.

Today I learned, that no matter how shitty of a day you have, it isn't the end of the world. I'm alive, healthy, and have people who love me. All of those other little things are just bumps in the road.